| Everyone needs a little lovin |
[04 Oct 2006|04:34pm] |
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Yo! Whats the deal? I just woke up from a 20 minute nap. I was so tired. I woke up at 8 O'Clock and Mel got here right when I woke up. We had FUN today. We took care of Ethan and decorated my house, but we didnt finish it. We still have to buy stuff for it and for our HOLLOWEEN PARTY! We wanted to go visit 5th period lunch at Clark, but we were like ehhh FUCK IT haha. Maybe next time we will. I love my little God son haha. He is such a cutie pie! Hes totally my favorite little booger. hehe I can't wait until Nick gets home. He came home for a few minutes on his lunch hour so that was fun. Today is their band practice so I get to watch "THE SPLiFFS" jam out. YAY! Its so fun watching them, they are BADASS! Well i dont know what else to say, so im out. DEUCE! <33aLLeY
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[03 Oct 2006|01:59pm] |
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Hello. Im talking to my friend on the phone. Gosh drama drama drama. People are so whack. Why do people do heroin? Thats the stupidest drug EVER. All it does is take people's lifes and ruin people's lifes. I stopped hanging out with a lot of people because thats all they want to do is get fucked up and do fucked up shit. Thats not my thing. I used to think stuff like that was fun but I grew up and now I know shit like that is just plain STUPID! I mean sure every once in a long fucking while I might trip a little Tussin with my boy, but ive only done that 3 times in my entire life and the last time i did it was before the summer started. I know thats a pretty stupid thing to do also but at least i dont do it every fucking day. Shit I dont even do it every 2 months. Ive dont it 2 times in like the last 6 months. I dont know fuck drugs. Most of the people that I know that do them are so fucking stupid. They act totally braindead. Im not trying to talk shit about them, I just wish they wouldnt do that. I dont want them to lose their life over some stupid shit like that. I can't stand that drug & I hate when people talk to me about it. "Oh I got a balloon today", what the fuck!? Why are you telling me that shit, I dont fucking care. ugh. Well anyways im going to talk to Nick, my love, so deuce. <33aLLeY
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| we all make mistakes... |
[02 Oct 2006|12:42pm] |
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Hello. Yesterday was crazy... Im talking to Nick on the phone right now. Its badass he got a cell phone. I had a weird ass dream last night. It was totally the opposite of everything. haha. I cant wait until Friday the 13th because Nick and I are going to Nightmare on Grayson St. =] Yay. Yesterday we picked up Josh, Tony, and Paul and we came to my house and got drunkkk. Tony spray painted this badass fairy thing on my closet. Nick said it looks like me haha. Its fucking dope! Then Nick, Tony, and Josh spray painted all over my room. Nick and I are going to get Tony to do some more art work on all of my walls. I cant wait son. haha. Damnit im bored mayne. Well I guess im out. DEUCE.
oh p.s Zombi burned that clean ass USK throw up on the truck on babcock. WHACK!
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| god?? |
[30 Sep 2006|02:18pm] |
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give us yer money and we will give you hope and explanation for what you cant understand cause yer too weak to cope eat this bread and drink this wine get full of our stories and drunk off our lies so you're not left behind and don't let yer children think for themselves cause if they think freely they will wind up in hell sex, drugs and violence all come from TV its not the fury we create for all the lies you bled on me BURN A CHURCH for forcing me to believe BURN A CHURCH for blocking up our eyes BURN A CHURCH im not scared to die BURN A CHURCH here is yer church and here is yer steeple lets set it on fire and kill all the people save them from the pain, when they find there is nothing to gain from following the rest knowledge and kerosene we'll empty our flasks and kick through the ashes and watch our fire gleam so call and pledge all yer money and let jehovah's witnesses into yer home remember kids, god is dead, and jesus christ never saved anyone
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| consumed by the rich were all sold for pennies |
[30 Sep 2006|12:57pm] |
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THE STUPID STUPID HENCHMEN!!!!! |
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Hello. So GED class was pretty cool. I got to chat with Melody the whole time. Today Nick and I are going to go to my dads pizza place with Melo. Theres going to be a punk show there I think. My old friends are going so Im excited. I hope its a tight band though haha. Im so happy Nick finally got a cell phone because know I can talk to him all day long. =] Well im hella tired. Deuce. <33aLLeY
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| i heat up like a burning flame |
[29 Sep 2006|04:16pm] |
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Yo! How are you? Im good, I just got home from being out all day. This morning I went to The Ferrari Center to take my GED pre-test to see what level im at. That shit was a piece of chocolate cake! haha. I ran into Chris there, it was crazy. Anyways, so I start classes 8:30 in the morning tomorrow. Guess who im going with!? MELODY...yayayayaya! I loveeee my bitch! =]. After My pre-test My mom and I picked up Melody and went out to eat at a chinese restaraunt. It was yummy. Me and her bought some stuff for our HOLLOWEEN PARTY that her and i are throwing at my house in October. I can't wait until then! Its going to be SO MUCH FUN ah! My mom and I went to target and I bought these cute ass heels. I can't wait until Nick gets home. We're going to go to Ingram and hes going to buy me my holloween costume. Hes so sweet, I love him. I dont know what we're going to do after that. Sane called me and told me he is going to throw a party tonight. So maybe we will show up to that. I sort of doubt it though. Well im out. DEUCE! <33 aLLEY
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| chunk up the deuce nigga! |
[28 Sep 2006|03:08pm] |
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Haha I am in such a hyper mood. I feel like im on uppers, but im sober! Thats right bitches im drug free. =] Anyways, so I was just talking to Lauren but now shes eating. I ate this morning but my stomach feels all empty and there is nada here to eat. I want Melody to come over already, SHIT! hehe. I cant wait until the mother fucking LEFTOVER CRACK SHOW in ATX! Hell yeah bitches me and Nick are going fa sho. Anyone else going? HOLLER. Im in such a good mood. I love being in a mood like this. Its nice. I wonder if Nick and I are going to visit babcock today? I hope. I miss babcock a lot. Haha i love that hood, it cracks me up! I want to go tagging even though I suck ass at it but fuck it. Well im out again. PEACE! <33 aLLeY
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| somethings will never change... |
[28 Sep 2006|10:16am] |
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Hi. How are you? Yadda yadda yadda... Anyways, so im here at home waiting until 12 because I have to make an important call to Nick. I can't wait until then because im going to take a nap. Im so tired. This morning I had a weird scary nightmare and I couldnt fall back asleep. Gosh, homelife is a drag, for sure. I want Melody to call me already. I hope everything was okay for her this morning. If there was a god I wouldve prayed for her haha. But I have her in my heart and I wish her good luck. I want today to go by fast. Well not the whole day. I just want it to be 5:30 already so I can hangout with my baby. I love him so much. He is the only person I can truly trust with everything. Hes my bestfriend and I could tell him anything and everything. I love it. I love how we are so close. There are no secrets when it comes to me and him. I have the greatest time with him and he makes me incredibly happy. Its so great that he finally lives with me. I can't believe we've been going out for a year and a month almost. Time flys. I love him. Man, im so pissed about this one kid who keeps talking shit trying to make himself look good infront of his "friends" at school. Why do people lie just to impress people? Its pathetic, seriously. If I still went to Clark I would laugh in his face for the whole lunch period. Haha. Kids theres days hahaha. No im kidding, im only 17, but that really is very sad how people do that. Im not to sure about most of my friends at the moment. They all seem fake! Well, yes there are a few that I still consider my good friends, but who knows these days? People are horrible. Im so happy that I dont do drugs anymore. Its way better this way. Yes, I still drink and all but its not like I get shitfaced everyday. I quit smoking to help Nick out since he gets drugtested. Ah and once he is off this federal prob. bullshit you know im going to be blowin that sweet bubba leaf again haha, exotics only. You know how I roll. =]. I didnt think it would be so easy to quit smoking. I thought I was going to go crazy the first day. It turned out to be a piece of cake. I dont even really have a desire to anymore. I just know once its safe to do it, of coarse im going to start up again. I dont believe Nick and I will do it as often though. Well my hands are getting tired of typing so I guess this is where I say DEUCE! <33 aLLeY
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| my thoughts! |
[27 Sep 2006|03:19pm] |
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Hello, im so bored right now. Im suppose to go apply for ged classes but my dad is not here yet. So, I was watching Animal Planet with Nick last night and I dont remember what the show was called but its about humane policemans, i really dont know what they are called, but anyways they get reports about people mistreating their pets. Its a good show, I felt so bad for the dogs they were showing. A lot of them were so skinny, and they were starving really bad. It got me thinking that sure there are a lot of dogs starving and getting sick, but doesnt anyone care about all of the starving people in the world? I mean, theres so many children dying over the years because they dont have enough food to live, they get so sick. Its sad how people care more about dogs then actual human beings dying. Dont get me wrong, I love dogs a lot but I think people should be cared for just as much. Haha yea well thats just something that was on my mind. Another thing I have been pondering lately is religion. Why is there such a thing? To make people think that everyone actually has a purpose of living? Yea right. I believe that there is no reason for any of us. We are all born dead. Religion is just a security blanket for those who are scared about death. I dont believe that I should be telling my thoughts, "praying" to some guy that has been dead over 1 million years. What for? Whats he going to do for me? I know its easy for most people to believe in that because its a answer to life for them. Oh the reason we all die is because its our time. God needs us in heaven. I think thats all bullshit. I believe that all church does is brainwash you, but you know what they say, "Ignorance is bliss." Well i dont have much else to say. So have a nice day. -aLLeY
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| i forgot everything |
[19 Sep 2006|03:15pm] |
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Damn, I havent used one of these in so long. I forgot how to make the whole layout thing. Oh well, who needs a pretty live journal anyways? I dont even have any friends on here yet haha. I deleted my Myspace but only until Nick gets his digital camera out. Im going to make a myspace for me & him. Ow ow I love him so much. Im jammin out to The Adicts right now. Well im acually listening to a playlist but its on Steamroller right now. My boys band covers this song, its badass when they cover it haha I love it. Well im out I guess because I dont know what else to talk about. peace. -aLLeY
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